my mom is still downstairs, watching tv, at 10 PM

sorry guys, you're stuck with my dumbass for another day

if I dont kill myself by June 1st, you are free to draw me being beaten, murdered, or mutilated, preferably by Eddsworld characters

goodbye

you're welcome

if I don't make another newspost, it's because I'm either dead or started cutting

If I do make another newspost, it's because the circumstances mentioned earlier havent been resolved

things arent looking too bright for my plans, people are downstairs and I've only got an hour left, let's just hope and pray she goes away because you guys cant bear to have me here any longer

1 - making an iconic newgrounds character (Dark)

2 - making Eddsworld fangames of many genres (platformer, dress-up, point and click adventure, dating sim, erotica)

3 - making a fully animated Eddsworld porno

4 - making a friday night funkin week mod of aformentioned character Dark

5 - getting 3d models of Eddsworld characters for use in Garry's Mod and VRChat

6 - playing Miitopia on the switch

7 - being happy

none of that is gonna happen unfortunately since I am going to kill myself tonight.

maybe it's for the best, I would probably make myself look even worse

1 - Making an iconic original newgrounds character (Dark)

2 - Making a collection of Eddsworld fangames of several genres (dress up, platformer, point and click, dating sim, erotica)

3 - making a fully animated Eddsworld porno

4 - figuring out how to emulate being in romantic or sexual relationships with Eddsworld characters, not just for myself, but for everyone from men to women to nonbinary people

5 - coming out to my parents

6 - HRT

7 - making a Friday Night Funkin week mod featuring Dark

8 - going to many places around the states and the world

9 - being happy

at least i

due to fortunate circumstances, my suicide may come tonight instead of tomorrow night! all we gotta do is hope my mom isn't watching tv at 10 PM still

tomorrow, I will attempt suicide or at the very least begin cutting, it will be a great day for all of newgrounds and all the internet and all the world.

I am 85% sure nothing will postpone it this time, lying to me and pretending you care is only prolonging the inevitable, and trying to make it look like people care is also lying and prolonging the inevitable

I recently uploaded an animation where Edd, Matt, Tom, and Tord dance after I kill myself, and it got removed, a lot of my newsposts have also been removed and I'm no longer in the art portal.

I created a sequel fortunately and put both videos on youtube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLjIoZ6RER0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih8wQ17SFhI

in fact, the art medium as a whole would be better off without me.

I'm giving up on drawing, and newgrounds and a whole. this shitty drawing of Tord in the Friday Night Funkin minus mod is the last thing I will have drawn until further notice

goodbye, good riddance

the only places left that dont do that are reddit and twitter, and thats not a good combination