1 - making an iconic newgrounds character (Dark)
2 - making Eddsworld fangames of many genres (platformer, dress-up, point and click adventure, dating sim, erotica)
3 - making a fully animated Eddsworld porno
4 - making a friday night funkin week mod of aformentioned character Dark
5 - getting 3d models of Eddsworld characters for use in Garry's Mod and VRChat
6 - playing Miitopia on the switch
7 - being happy
none of that is gonna happen unfortunately since I am going to kill myself tonight.
maybe it's for the best, I would probably make myself look even worse
Gimpmastermind
1: you can do that if you put time and effort into it.
2: clear fucking problem by fetishizing characters there chief.
3: morally and ethically wrog.
4: just design your cac, come with an interesting storyline, get to know fl studio and vocalshifter and you can just design the cac and tweak the open source code.
5: was thinking the same thing just for blender and animation pruposes.
6: you can just do that right now nsp's are dumped relly easily.
7: drop the internet for one second and the porn, then talk to others and get a hobby, then you can be actually happy.